I just wanted to let everyone know that i am still alive. work has taken over and has destroyed any social life that i had.

 

 

 

just found this

i think it is of this chubby chubbster i used to stalk on myspace.
either way i remember at the time i was experimenting with shadow

Loitering In The UK

It is now 64 days until I leave. I'm terrified. There is a lot of negative feedback from my family. Which I don't really like. I don't ignore it. I just don't like it. It makes me feel unhappy that I am doing the wrong thing again, and making another wrong decision. I am more than capable of making a wrong decision and have become quite good at making them. Although that isn't something for me to be proud of. It makes me nervous.
I would really like to be excited at the moment, however that is a difficult task to achieve.
I have however proceeded to buy some things for the journey.
Like a torch, and tissues, and lots of rizla.
I also need to get my hands on a travellers backpack, so, if anyone would sell one? Or inform me where to get a good'un
Life goes on in England for a little while longer..
Escape is all I can think of.